wa... finally after so long... the trainees are gone and the course for them is finally over le... haha... then today is the last day of course for them and it oso mean we can relax for 1 wk b4 next course comes in again... and tis time its ASC... i will be super busy then... haha...
haix... past 2 days actually we didn't even talk or sms-ed... not even 1 sms... haix... thinking why ppl can change so fast and so much within a short period of time... the saying of "no 1 will die if they live on without u" is dam true... its the most wrong thing to believe that any1 will die jus cos u leave them... they will nv... cos we r human... human are most untrustable animal on tis planet... nv will any1 die together wif u de... dun believe those bullshit that other says to u... at tis oment they can say that... then moments lata when things realli happen, then u shld c who realli still stand by ur side???
family members aside... maybe some family members oso won't care abt u... lets not say frens... or watever person that u called BUDDY!!! SISTERS!!! BROTHERS!!! haha... dun make mi laugh... i can be sure that not more than 5 of them will stand by u... so lets face realilty... when u have $$$ surely u have alot frens... when u dun they oso won't find u... MONEY MAKE THE WORLD GOES ROUND... tis sentence is oso surely true... dun ever have a 2nd thought abt it...
anyway if tis continue, i dun think we will ever talk again oso... but maybe tis will helps in letting mi forget u ba... sometimes in camp then i'm so busy to think of anything, i realli like that... busy till i can forget everything... dun have time to think abt other things... sometimes jus want to worked till that tiredness and jus lie down to slp everyday... dun even wan to think abt future... dun even wan to think abt problems... dun wan to think abt troubles... but how can we run away from realilty??? go to outer space??? i hope so... go under water oso can la... jus dun wan to care abt anything sometimes...
today wen to c mum... her wound is starting to heal and its getting smaller as days goes by... great!!! finally her feeling has oso brighten up... hope that the skin will grow by itself and she doesn't need the transplant... then dun need stay at hospital again... if not got to stay for 2wks again lo... ya... then tis time realli can c suyi at NUH le...
anyway nth much le... take care ppl... dun fully trust even the closest person next to u cos u dun know when will their feeling changes and wat are they thinking...