haha... back home... home is still the best... at least got my own bed and lap top to use... can update tis blog... can chat to the gals... can talk and stay up late in the nite...
anyway tis 3 days realised something... she and mi got alot of different in the way of how we wan to lead our life after marriage...
HER DREAM:
1) wedding dinner at grand hotel
2) small house
3) 2 person world
4) find a RICH guy
MY DREAM:
1) jus a simple buffet
2) spend more money on honeymoon holiday
3) big flat to stay with my dad
4) i am not RICH
alot more things but i cannot recall at tis moment... later think of any then update again... anyway onli until tis week then i realised that actually we got so much of difference in the way of how we wan to get married and how we wan to lead our life after marriage... the type of life u wan i surely cannot afford... i am not rich, not handsome, dun even have a gd future until nw... even if i can afford i oso won't wan to spend the money treating ppl to wedding dinners... cos the couple themselves dun even have the time to eat the gd food... they r so busy goin ard to drink to entertain others... wat for spend the money and get urself so busy??? i rather spend the money to go on a great,nice honeymoon and let the trip stay as the best momeries in our lifes...
then another thing is abt staying with my dad... tis is a thing that i will not give up... i will surely stay wif my dad no matter wat happens unless he is no longer ard on tis earth... since i'm 3 yrs old, my dad had not stopped working jus to support mi for my studies and the family. single parent family who understand the pain and hardship that my dad had suffer for the past 20 plus yrs... how can i jus leave him alone after he suffer so much for mi??? how can i abandon him after all the hardship he gone through to bring mi up to tis point of time??? no matter wat my dad is still the most important person in my life... he is the best dad on earth i believe... so caring, so nice to mi, nv scolded mi,shower mi wif love and care... not even once he left mi alone in the dark... help mi out of troubles unlimited times... everything he done for mi, i can nv repay him for my life...so giving him everything i have in future is the onli way i can repay him...
jus nw wen out to eat and celebrate CAR's birthday... haha... quite fun and the food we ate at vivo was oso nice... then was go eat ice cream... birthday gal treated us some more... so pai seh... haha... let birthday gal treat us... LOL... but it was a nice outing oso... talk alot and oso see kai yi finally... she like MIA for 1000000000000000000000 yrs... lol... then today get a chance to chat wif her lo... ya... she oso passed mi the present she got for mi from japan... ya... another present... hehe... then chat wif every1... had a fun and happy time wif them always...
then took a few photos wif car and others... hehe... pretty gal leh... of course must take... then happy times always dun stay long... so still got to say gd bye to them... anyway friday we are goin out again... must enjoy wif u gal when u gals r still free... if not later all become SN then no1 is free alrdy...
when goin home i guess as much some1 called her then she got a bit of mood change lo... haha... but she dun wan say i oso dun wan ask la... she wan say will say herself de... then kai yi and suyi keep asking mi questions abt her,her ex-bf and mi... aiyo...
1) ask mi if i'm happy to see the 2 of them broke up...
ans: ok lo... not much feeling cos i alrdy noe they are goin to break up...
2) ask mi if i will go after her once again...
ans: i will if i have a chance...
then wen home talk to her on phone... told her that suyi asked mi those questions... she oso guessed correctly that i'm ok wif her broke up... but when i asked her that question 2... i asked for her answer... the answer that her heart feels...
haix... sadded once again... i ask her if i will be able to get her back in future... the answer she wan is NO... but the answer i wan is YES... nth much to say le lo... if that's the answer she wan i oso will respect her la... nth much i can do oso... sadded, sian, no hope sia... but still nth much i can do...
nite my readers... dun read till so late le... bad for health...