after looking at the blog she wrote... and thinking through for the past 4hrs... maybe it's realli time for mi to give up on waiting le ba...
thinking back on how many promises we made... how long i have waited... how we got so close to each others even after months without talking... alot alot more... but then... still the same outcome no matter wat happened... u still chose to stay by him... like i said earlier on... i respect ur decision... i will not question anything... the more i won't do anything to break up u 2... cos i noe force is useless... if ur heart is still with him then i got ur body oso no use... i dun wan that either...
2 & 1/2 yrs back i was the 1 that gave up on u 1st... i said broke up 1st back then... i regretted... i tried my best since then to win u back... but failed after 10000000 tries... and i'm oso tired of listening to alot of things... i oso have got nth to say le... i jus wan to say that i tired my best to get u back but i fail no matter how much effort i put in... i'm jus too tired to carry on le... i give up and raise the white cloth from today onward... from today onward my goal is to forget the passt and look more plan more for my future... no more looking back in the past... wat's past is past... we shld treasure moree abt wat we have nw and plan for our future...
i jus got to believe and admit then we are not fated and maybe i jus lost to time... time is the factor... haix... nevertheless, i nv regretted having u once in the past... and i will always remember the times we share and the things we do in the past... from nw on all this things/ memories will be kept in the deepest part of my heart and they will always be carried with mi no matter where i go... no matter how old i am... thx alot for everything u did for mi...
take GREAT care of yourself... dun always let others bully u... k... and dun be lazy... go and find a job and start working... do more planning oso... k... hope to c u becoming a more outgoing person.. dun disappoint ur parents... they may seems to not care so much abt u but that's ot a fact... the fact is no parents will dump their children except my mum... all parents care for their children de... jus that they think that the younger 1s need more attention so u may feel nelgected... k... dun think so much... i believe they care for u as much as they care for ur little bro... k...
take care... hope u will have a gd future wif him... if wan be tgt then there must be give and take... dun always jus think the negative side of him... every1 got gd and weak links... must give and take in a relationship... k... slowly learn thru ur way and i believe u can do it... k...
take care my dearest fren... wish u all the best in everytihng u do... MISS U ALOT!!!