haha... today is another slack day as the outfield exercise for the others continue for teh 2nd day... and i'm like slacking in office... althought early morning mdm sara asked mi to shift the computer ard... other than that i onli got a few others things to do...
shifting of computers continues and still thinking which comp can we use... keep on shifting and shifting... aiyo... make mi blur blur oso... haha... but who cares as long as my work can be done... ya... then came home to have dinner wif my mum right after work... heard that mum was comin home for dinner so i rushed home to c her... haha... so long nv c her le... then talked abt things and alot of stuff... hehe... had a great time wif her always... take care mum... hope u can recover asap and move back home... SPEEDY RECOVERY!!!
anyway then abt last nite... was talking to ye ye last nite...
aiyo... thought we got a chance in the future... in future i mean... but then... haix... i can understand that she doesn't wan to get any BF for the time being but then i'm talking abt future... i did not even set a time limit to it... i jus asked if i will have any chance in the future and the answer to mi was NO!!! haix... sadded... without giving a 2nd thought she replied mi "NO!!!" thx alot gal... all the thing we did tgt and u did for mi were jus for a fren... recently u treated mi so much beta and let mi have a dream but then u brust my dream bubble once again... recently u did so much for mi but still nth came out of it in the end... i asked u the 2nd time again on the same question but still the same answer u gave mi wothout thinking... wat else can i say??? can i beg u for it??? i won't cos relationship can nv be forced...
and u told mi that to be straight-forward in telling others how u feel is beta than beating ard the bushes... true enough i agree with that but i was still a bit sad when i hear the ans from ur own mouth... i knew wat the ans was goin to be... but i jus chose not to believe it... maybe i brought all the problems and troubles upon myself de ba... no 1 to blame for things like tis... jus blame it on fate... we r jus not fated...
haix... i said b4 to u and i'm sure i will still think the same way in the future... i will not and oso dun wan to get to know other gal anymore than a normal fren other than u... i have spend 2 plus yrs to get to noe u beta and i dun have the energy to do that on other gal anymore... but still i won't force u to do thing that u dun wan to... haha...
go and find a job that u like to work as since ur mum alrdy tell u to find a temp job 1st... dun let ur mum keep nagging at u... take care... tml staying in camp again... nth much to say le... bye!