i guess as much that u will be the onli 1 reading... or maybe car and elsa got read oso... but onli 3 ppl... then like veri bo liao... write for 3 ppl to c... althought i 1st thought that writing down the thinking that i have is to communicate to u... and i guess its the best way to talk to u... cos sms or call u will onli get u into more trouble... ya...

haix... but nw... looks like there no more reasons for mi to write anymore rite?? how long we haven talk le?? i'm always thinking why can human change in such a short time??? y??? did i do wrong in anything??? i guess i jus asked a wrong question... i asked u if i still have chance even in future... when u said NO!! i knew that was the last time we r goin to talk on phone again... then after u hang up the phone... i was praying hard that u will sms mi or somehting... but nth... nth at all...

then after that nite my cphone no longer ring in the nite le... even if it does its my NS fren... haix... y is relationship so fragile??? so easy to be broken??? cannot take the test of time??? haix... sometimes i wonder wat is the problem wif myself?? y ppl can have a gd,long-lasting relationship while i can onli have a short 1... is it always my problems??? or not??? can any1 give mi an ans???

maybe u can give mi some advise ba... other than u, there's another person that i'm veri close to oso... my 1st ex... last time la i mean... when we were tgt at sec 3... we were veri cclose... then ppl all say we were model couple for 2 yrs... and wat happened in the end??? broke up over a nite... some more i wasn't told till i go sch the next day... thx lo... i am her BF and yet tis thing can happened... not long after she was wif another guy le... haix... almost lose faith in relationship... always thinking if there's realli true love... oso realli think that no matter how long ppl are tgt... they can still break up overnite de... no such thing as confirm won't...

dun be over confident... the person u lve most maybe the person who can hurt u the most...