yoz, ppl... haven started doin anything to try to inprove the situation i am in... lols... dunno whr to start off with... how to open my mouth and get her HP no... i PAISEH la.. some more ppl who i can get from are ppl who will bomb my with 10000000000000000000 questions when i c them... lols...
i i ask from frens surely they wil keep on pestering mi asking mi y i wan her HP no... if i dun get from frens then i can onli ask from her personally... which i tink is a beta choice cos it seems more sincere... ya... but still i will surely get myself a chance to tell her de... cos i dun wan to regret for the rest of my life and miss another chance jus like tt...
lata after i miss tis chance then i regret like hell again... but if i tell her and if she accept its goin to be difficult for mi to maintain it ba... need alot of effort ba... and oso alot of time... i dun mind giving up on comp games to allow myself to have more free time but then sometimes life isn't as easy and simple as we think we wan... life always control alot of our doings and limit us to alot of things...
once i dun believe tis sentence but nw i does a bit... some1 told mi tis 1 day when i'm thinking abt my problems...
"WATEVER PROBLEMS THAT CAN USE MONEY TO SOLVE IS NOT A PROBLEMS AT ALL"
do u believe in tis... tis is actually quite true and we have to beileve it... who dare to say he/she has not dream of retiring at our age... dun need go work everyday... sit at home shake leg... do things that u like... go on holiday and to countries that u like... go walk walk without thinking of how to earn more money... buy things that u like...
alot of things can be solve once u have money but there are also things that u will not get it even when u are rich... that's TRUE love... i always believe if ur frens onli come o u when u r rich then u can rather kick out of this earth and get rid of them as far as possible... cos they are onli after ur money... no true feelings for u de... when u are poor and nth to give to others but yet they came to help u... came over to lend u a helping hand then that's call true fren... true feelings... i oso believe that when a couple truely love each others, there's nth in tis world that can separate the 2 of them... even if u put them on either side of the poles they will still love each others and miss each others as days goes by... nth can change them...
i have always envy ppl who have such stable relationship and i noe tt it didn't come jus like tt... the couple must have put in alot alot alot effort in maintaining their relationship and make it possible to sustain it for so long and yet so stable... i oso hope and wish that one day i can be like them... having a stable relationship of my own and enjoying life wif my the other half... hope that day will come and my dream can filful soon...
end here le ba... if not lata think too much then cannot slp again... lols... take care ppl... hope the gal noe that i am refering to her... hope everyday she works safely and peacefully... miss her...