hi all readers out there.. so long i haven been blogging.. dunno how to start and oso dunno wan write wat.. everytime i type alot alot but in the end i still pressed the "X" on the top right of the screen.. so i jus kept thinking of alot of some simple life issue but i'm hardly able to find answer to the questions..
ummm... actually i envy ppl who gt their loved ones beside them.. i have been thinking if getting rich but spending the money alone when i'm old was a choice of mine.. or i can give up my million dollar dream and jus quietly spend the rest of my life with some1 who i loved??
it has always been my dream to earn my 1st million dollar.. but right nw at this moment i guess i shld reconsider wat i realli wan in life.. spending the rest of my life slping on a golden bed or spending my rest of my life with some1 i loved peacefully.. i guess when the right person comes along my life, i will choose the 2nd choice.. but then after so many betray in relationships that i come across i realli dunno if i still have confident to realli commit myself again..
i hate ppl who dun care abt their loved 1s.. i dislike ppl who jus take things for granted as if every1 owes them a living.. i jus envy why they can enjoy their life like that and yet ppl like us have to suffer alone and no 1 even bother to ask..
u think i like to work like dog day in day out??
u think i like to stay up late in the night everyday to work??
u think i like to spend my wkend at home working??
u think i dun wan to spend time goin out to have fun with my frens??
u think i like to have NO life??
alot of things in life in beyond our control.. we cannot have control over all the things ard us.. wat we have to learn is to accept and learn fast to suit into the life we are in.. fittest survive in the world.. everywhr u go is the same.. no matter wht u are no matter wat job u are working in.. jus learn to be calm no matter wat happen and learn fast..
life will not always goes our way.. if our life is so smooth then i believe we have nothing much to rmb when we are old.. we will not have stories to tell to our grand children when they visit us..
watever lies in my future i will accept it and face it with no fear.. cos i noe i cannot run away from fate.. face it and solve the problems along the way.. i oso hope that ppl out there will treasure and love their loved 1s.. dun wait till when u have no more chance then u regret.. dun always think that there's tml.. u won't noe wat will happen the every next second.. heart attack?? car accident?? everything can happen.. so dun wait to do things for ur loved 1s.. a simple action can warm their heart the whole day..